Words before bedtime

I haven’t seen him for a week.

During this week, I’ve read the conversation between us for many time.

He wants me to be happy, I told myself again and again.

To meet his expectations, I keep on doing exercises every day.

To take his fancy, I practice playing Kalimba every day to give him a surprise on his birthday.

Will my world collapse if he leaves me one day?

The thoughts put me in anguish and fear, but there’s nothing I can do with it.

Good night.

Tomorrow will be another day.